電波男 / 世界の敵

This convoluted mess of a webpage is the home of Parz-- The Last True きもいオタク-- a guy mentally tethered to a stuffy Akihabara shop stuck in time, somewhere between 2001 and 2007. The code was repurposed from a school project-turned-obsession and has irregularly been updated since late-2019. The content is intentionally edgy as heck but unbearably honest, born from my shameless hikikomori tendencies, crippling Mountain Dew addiction, prolonged exposure to J-Core and a lifelong pursuit of authenticity. The styling is inspired by my strong affection for the easy-on-the-eyes color palettes and stylesheets of my favorite themes on anidb/animesuki. There might not be anything here for you; though perhaps skimming pages plastered with the manic thoughts of a lone wolf might prove to be interesting to some, so please enjoy~. This website was made with all my heart.

Nothing I say is spoken with a sidelong glance. Holding back punches is for those too afraid to lose it all. I have nothing to lose. Having nothing to lose makes you more willing to live the way you were meant to. The obsession with preserving a sense of percieved normalcy is living a borrowed dream. The meaning you derived was arbitrary. That is why, in the Fall of 2017, I completely severed all my connections to everyone. I only lost "everything." At the time I only had two online friends and it felt "too warm." So it ended by my hand. I have never been happier living life completely in isolation. Nobody will ever care for my or my idiosyncrasies so why bother deluding myself with false fantasies constructed by broken societal expectations? In that moment I was Limitless, stargazing into the void.

Nothing real ever mattered : 二次元好きオタク万歳！

"Being alone is best. I mean, it's true, isn't it? In the end you'll be absolutely alone; therefore, being alone is natural. If you accept that, nothing bad can happen. That's why I shut myself away in my six-mat one-room apartment"

-Tatsuhiko Takimoto, Welcome to the N.H.K.

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